happy birthday?

finally went to KL again after years but this time wasn't that excited anymore. it was for kc's wedding in renaissance, and then went to penang to meet the Dato. oh, the PM got married again on last saturday.

met der again for a while and seems he's doing well now. i just realized that he's the only person i still have in contact everytime i went there. wanna meet ker too but too bad he lost her contact already and i forgot to message her on fs before i went there. wanna see that quek too but der hate him now so he don't wanna have any contact with him anymore.

anyway, funny thing since i came back i'm not even sure if it's still the same as before i leave. as usual, stupid things i hate happened and we haven't talk about it since. prefer not to. feels weird like something's not right but i don't wanna push anything cos from my experience all gets worse when i do that.