Friday, June 15, 2007

a sigh of... denial?

things are definitely still not right. not sure why but seems it's difficult to fix this time. can still feel the tension. maybe both parties start to reach own limits. could this be the sign they have been looking for? a sign that could tip them on what's next.

believe it or not, hope it's not. too tired if have to start things all over again. prefer to just fix and make what's there works.

but still can't understand why this party should always be the first one who brings up things when they're not right so it can be fixed, if it can be fixed. why can't the other party initiate it? so they're not the one who's entitled to the bad party sign? at the lowest time, the thought that this isn't right and that it might never work did occur. that all this time it's all denial.

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