something about the past

someone once told me that i'm being very brave when he heard about a piece of my story. he said that not many people would've had enough guts to take the path i chose that time, to make that moment's decision. but i never agree with him. i thought that was a very crazy of me to do such thing. in fact, i still think that it was a crazy thing i did. a very sloppy, careless decision made withough thinking it thoroughly enough again and again, maybe?

well, one thing about the guy who said that is a very fluet sweet-talker, so you'll agree more with me. and if you try reading it between the lines, i think that what he was trying to tell me is that i'm very stupid. of that, i have no words to defend myself. nor that i want to.

another weird dream

i had a weird dream 2 nights ago and just now i look up for the meaning on the website i found last time. it's damn too embarrassing to tell the meaning, but i'm laughing when i read it haha..

new year, new beginning, new hope?

have faith.

that's a piece of advise i got from a friend when i told him about my unpredictable future about it.

maybe i should make that my new year's resolution? blah.

oh, happy new year guys.

and on a lighter note, i just came back from his home town. a dear buddy of his were getting married and he's one of the best men. as said and proven, the weather's very hot there and nothing much to be expected except for lots of food.

hmm...