happy new year!
hope it would be a bright year blessed with happiness, health and prosperity to everyone. and less disasters, please..
been doing nothing really important since the last few days of 2006, which i spent the old and new at home, sleeping, instead of going to blowfish. but seriously, no regrets. perhaps i knew that i won't enjoy the crowd that much anymore, that's why going to kapuk island was a better option. but still, you can say that it's sad. well, mom's at megamendung and dad's definitely don't really care that much about this festive season and c wasn't around, so i was that lazy to do anything.
tell you the truth, i suspected myself that i need combantrin (is the spelling correct?) cos i really really was very lazy to do anything. all i did on the last day of 2006 and the first day of 2007 was eat and sleep all day. i meant 2 days. and the last time i took that tablets was perhaps a year ago. and i was always hungry too. well, i know i'm always hungry but this was different.
anyway, still in holiday mood this whole week although things started to resume on the second day of 2007 but lots of people are still on their leave until next week, that would be in 2 days time.
i sincerely hope this new year would bring good things in any kind of relationships i have, especially my friendship with the gitl. so that i can really know and feel the meaning of true girlfriends although i doubted it few times. c always said that if i alredy set my mind on something, it would be difficult to change my thoughts or assumptions and it often makes him upset. i know that people shouldn't make assumptions but sometimes the situations are not good enough to explain anything. or perhaps it does explains the bad perfectly.
been doing nothing really important since the last few days of 2006, which i spent the old and new at home, sleeping, instead of going to blowfish. but seriously, no regrets. perhaps i knew that i won't enjoy the crowd that much anymore, that's why going to kapuk island was a better option. but still, you can say that it's sad. well, mom's at megamendung and dad's definitely don't really care that much about this festive season and c wasn't around, so i was that lazy to do anything.
tell you the truth, i suspected myself that i need combantrin (is the spelling correct?) cos i really really was very lazy to do anything. all i did on the last day of 2006 and the first day of 2007 was eat and sleep all day. i meant 2 days. and the last time i took that tablets was perhaps a year ago. and i was always hungry too. well, i know i'm always hungry but this was different.
anyway, still in holiday mood this whole week although things started to resume on the second day of 2007 but lots of people are still on their leave until next week, that would be in 2 days time.
i sincerely hope this new year would bring good things in any kind of relationships i have, especially my friendship with the gitl. so that i can really know and feel the meaning of true girlfriends although i doubted it few times. c always said that if i alredy set my mind on something, it would be difficult to change my thoughts or assumptions and it often makes him upset. i know that people shouldn't make assumptions but sometimes the situations are not good enough to explain anything. or perhaps it does explains the bad perfectly.
people change
love fades
seasons come and go
but friendship last forever
i sincerely hope the last one is true, although i don't like the sound of the first two. things would be much easier if we're still pure, honest and understanding with each other, don't you think?
another thing, i don't know if my relationship with c could be said as an improvement. well, if you compare it with early last year, surely it does. let's just say that we're taking baby steps.
oh, i got this cheesy word of wisdom from yud but perhaps it's right:
another thing, i don't know if my relationship with c could be said as an improvement. well, if you compare it with early last year, surely it does. let's just say that we're taking baby steps.
oh, i got this cheesy word of wisdom from yud but perhaps it's right:
don't love with your heart or you'll lose your mind
love with your mind so you can use your heart
interesting. all about love and friendship, eh? that's the lighter topics. things like jobs and life can be too depressive to talk about, so this is better.
be optimist!
be optimist!
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