uneg-uneg

i can't believe other people can be more honest and open to me. more of "sharing". quite disappointing, actually..

i really can't rely on him, can i? hey, not that i'm clingy or incapable of being independent, but wouldn't it be nice to have someone take care of you sometimes? someone dependable who you can trust yourself with.

it's like what they say about sand. the more you try to get a grab of it, the more you lose it.

i sound desperate, huh? desperately want it to work out that i push it too hard.

from time to time it started to show that perhaps we're not suitable for each other. lots of effort needed by both of us.

btw, my dear ex is getting married soon. i don't know any details of it, though. i just heard it yesterday morning from my mom's friend. talk about scores with w, huh..