Friday, April 04, 2008

an unspoken note to you

when i said i can't forget what you did and don't know how to fully trust you again, i really meant it. and i expected you that time to be humble, to lower your ego and calm me down. but instead, you act ignorant and arrogantly said, "jadi gimana donk?". dengan tampang dan nada menantang.

you really don't know how to have a relationship, do you? you really don't know where your position is. after what you did, itu benar2 tidak pada tempatnya. tidak sadar dimana seharusnya menempatkan posisi diri sendiri. dan itu sangat mengecewakan. atau semua itu dilakukan dengan sengaja dengan maksud memancing reaksi selanjutnya dari pihak sini? supaya dapat escape dengan mudahnya? karena situ sebagai pihak bersalah tidak punya nyali untuk melakukannya?

do you really think that no matter what you do i would always stick around? cos you know the reason for me being attached and you make use of that? so you can do whatever you like and think that it's my choice to accept it? if yes, ashamed to admit it myself, you're no gentleman at all. you're just a boy with a giant ego. i hope you do realize that pathetic truth about yourself.

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